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The Lost Madonna Tapes
The Lost Tapes
Her first song as well as her early efforts on the drums or vocals have never been heard before. Until now.
As Ed listened he spliced together elements of her acceptance speech with relevant fragments of those unheard recordings. They make fascinating listening, a reminder that, to quote Julia Roberts in the movie Notting Hill, that the “fame thing wasn’t really real.”
Behind the bodyguards, the bright lights and the brilliantine sheen of celebrity—and today the high priced lawyers—Madonna was “just a girl” trying to get by, wanting the world to love her.
Once she had mastered Ed’s rudimentary tape recorder, she could not survive unless she was taping the experience. Gilroy’s edited extract gives a flavor of the haphazard, mundane and downright silly world she shared with the boys, an amusing astringent to her earnest references to the Talmud, a Jewish sacred text that the Kabbalah enthusiast singer referred to frequently in her long acceptance speech.
The lost tape begins with Madonna and Dan in bed, encouraging him to go running. It then cuts to her speech where Madonna says how she was fortunate to have people like Dan Gilroy who believed in her. Then flashback back 27 years…“I’m going to strangle him,” she joked before breaking out into one of the songs, “Born to be a Dancer.”
Madonna’s prowess on the drums is on display before moving on to another song, “Over and Over.” While the vocals were crude, there is a raw energy about her early work, culminating in her first song “Tell the Truth”—a “magical moment” for her.
Ed remembers it differently. He believes that the first song she wrote was “Trouble,” which she played during their early gigs as Max’s Kansas City and the now sadly defunct CBGBs on the Lower East Side. While they may differ about which came first, “Tell the Truth” or “Trouble,” what is undeniable and what is as blatant on the tapes as her wavering Virgin Tour as a singer, is Madonna’s limitless and unquenchable ambition. She truly is a force of nature. No wander Guy is keeping his guard up.








This is absolutely amazing!!! It's like discovering a rough diamond...priceless. Thank you. I hope those tapes are well kept somewhere!!!
fantastic story, wonderfully contructed
Thats odd that one would conclude she meant her ex and not others,or,someone else,Emotional retarded is a loaded phrase in these parts ;However; I am assured it is quite common in Britania.
I'm a HUGE Madonna fan -- love how she sounds in the early going, sort of young and vulnerable. Really great to have a chance to hear how it all started. Thank the beast.
I would love it if she released this early stuff, because I would definitely buy it!
Max's Kansas City was at 17th St. and Park Ave. South. Opened in 1966, it was an artist's
and fashion world (photographers) hangout.
When business dropped off in the early 70's
the upper floor was opened as a rock venue.
Patti Smith, The Ramone's, Debby Harry, Lou Reed, John Cale, and others played
this intimate room and went on to bigger things. Downstairs, Andy Warhol commanded a back room with his factory hangers-on. At the bar John Chamberlain, Robert Rauschenberg, Larry Poons, Carl Andre, Brice Marden and that crowd drank
and quarrelled. It was quite a scene.
Does Madonna have a relationship with the Gilroy brothers today? What else do they have in their possession?
Max's Kansas City is always mentioned in Madonna's early bio but I seriously doubt that they played there often. I think by the time they played there...Andy Warhol moved on to less trendy places for example. She didn't hang out with Andy at that time but she was lovers with Basquiat and she was personal friends with Keith Haring. Those early days are sketchy. I wish the Gilroy brothers would enlighten us some more. They have spoken very little over the years about their association with Madonna. That's probably why Madonna mentioned them in her Rock and Roll Hall of Fame acceptance speech. They have maintained her trust all these years. I"m sure they have quite a bit to tell.
What a delightful little moment...thanks so much for putting it out there. To think that giggly little creature holed up in a cellar with two pals went on to become Queen Madge. (By the way, I think she's saying "pas-de-duke"...she's making a funny. Funny, funny, Baby Madge.)
Thank you.
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