Taylor Armstrong, of Real Housewives of Beverly Hills fame, has had an extremely tough year. The reality star went through several on-camera meltdowns while filming the show, notably while at a wine-tasting event. Fellow housewife Camille Grammer triggered Armstrong’s ugly side when she exposed to her fellow wine-tasters—and the cameras—the abusive relationship Armstrong had suffered with her estranged husband Russell, who committed suicide in August. After Grammer’s friend Dedra confronted Armstrong for ignoring Grammer’s apologies, a hysterical screaming match between the two women ensued. Later, on the Bravo talk show Watch What Happens Live, Armstrong confessed she “was a little drunk, absolutely, and a little crazy. I was dealing with so much and my biggest fears were unraveling.” Armstrong has since penned a memoir, Hiding From Reality: My Story of Love, Loss and Finding the Courage Within, which divulges with readers the traumas she endured while married to Russell Armstrong.