Kristen Stewart hit the red carpet for the Toronto premiere of her new film, On The Road, on Thursday night in a sheer, form-fitting dress by Zuhair Murad. What provoked her to star in a movie that required her to go topless on camera and appear in sex scenes (including a threesome)? “The book laid the groundwork for doing things that seemingly aren’t OK,” Stewart told The Daily Beast's Chris Lee. “It’s still okay to be yourself,” she added, a nod to her recent tabloid troubles. “I can’t even begin to tell you.”

So what exactly does it mean for KStew to be herself? For starters: she likes to have her armpits licked. In a cover story for British Vogue’s October issue, Stewart says about a mystery guy: “I love the way he smells. And him me. Like, he loves to lick under my armpits. I don’t get this obsession with washing the smell off. That smell of someone you love. Don’t you think that’s the whole point?” Vogue attributes the quote to Stewart opening up “about her boyfriend, romance, non-conformity” and the like, though it’s unclear whether she’s referring to Pattinson or another man in her life with a penchant for armpit licking.