Kim Kardashian West says she was under the influence of ecstasy during her first wedding and when she made her infamous sex tape. “I got married on ecstasy,” the reality-TV star said on an episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians that aired Sunday, referencing “the first time” she walked down the aisle—in 2000, at age 19, to marry music producer Damon Thomas. She added: “I did ecstasy once, and I got married.” Kardashian West went on to speak about the sex tape she made with singer Ray J in 2003, which was leaked to the public in 2007. “I did [ecstasy] again, I made a sex tape... Like, everything bad would happen ... Like, my jaw was shaking, like the whole time,” she said. She has been married to Kanye West since 2014.