Bristol Palin does not hold back in her new book, Not Afraid of My Life: My Journey So Far. She writes about getting drunk for the first time and awaking the next morning to learn that she had lost her virginity to her then-boyfriend (and eventual father of her child) Levi Johnston. She also confesses to lying about the incident to her parents, having sworn she would wait until marriage before having sex. Palin touches on her mother’s political career, but she repeatedly returns to Johnston, calling him a "gnat" who "cheated on me about as frequently as he sharpened his hockey skates."