Brittany Smith, the Alabama mom who killed her alleged rapist, is speaking out about her decision to suddenly plead guilty to a murder charge, calling it the “lesser of two evils.” In a jailhouse interview, the 32-year-old told AL.com that it was too risky to roll the dice at trial and face a possible life sentence for the 2017 shooting. Instead, she was sentenced to 20 years, most of which is suspended. “I’m not a murderer but when it’s the lesser of two evils what can you do?” Smith said. “This is gonna be in my past soon. It’s gonna be behind me. It’s a good feeling. After the rough waters, smooth sailing.”